hurt
yeah I know its my 3rd entery but i like this diary.
Great about 10 minutes ago i was talking to my friend michael online and i have a huge crush on him ... well he said it wasnt me because i was acting like a girl and he was being serious.
and then he asked me out but i knew he wasnt serious since its april fools day and all
but he acted serious
i didnt want to believe him
but i did
i didnt say yes ,of course i wouldnt have
then he said i was stupid if i believed him for a minute and that i was such a retard
*sigh*
i knew it would happen
thats why i have to be the girl with no feelings
i dont care that he thinks of me as a guy
they all do
its better that way
i dont care that he just played with my emoitions
it hurts though
no it doesnt i have no feelings
im a loserkid with no feelings
well i have to go to hell tomorrow aKa school..
that sucks and i have a ton of homework and i have to get dinner
im underweight by 23 pounds hehe
good night,
-=LoserKid=-
make it
hurt
miss me?
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