Its amazing how one small thing can change everything....ruin everything.

So I feel like i've lost it all...everything..somebody reasure me.. at this very moment I feel like I stand friendless.. ive been gone for about 6 days and havent been to school..to where I don't think I will say.

I will be 15 tomorrow.. thats right its my birthday, what a grand day it should be... I go back to school...teachers will think of me differently.. the only thing different about tomorrow and the past 6 days is I wont have a soul to talk to..

I'll get to walk the halls of Wakefield HighSchool alone, nobody to smile at me and say.. Happy Birthday Michelle... or no I missed you michelle.

In the past week I felt like I had a 2nd family.. I come home and I feel like I have none..

everything has just gotten worse.. dont kid yourself if you tell me its better.

make it hurt

miss me?
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